Bismillahirrahmanirahim.. <3

MasyaAllah, di saat hati hani sangat pilu,
Allah sambut dengan cara yang unik sekali.
Blog yang sudah bertahun tak dapat dibuka,
Dengan mudahnya tersedia..
Terpujuk hati hani, lantas laju jemari menari..
Di atas keyboard merah hati yang setia..


Allah,
Hani terpujuk.. Indahnya pujukanMu..
Terima kasih Tuhanku..
Alhamdulillah, syukur alhamdulillah..

I love you Ilahi <3

Rayuan Nurani

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Dari tadi, air mata ini tak henti mengalir..
Hatiku benar-benar  sedih..
I'm sorry.. I really miss You My Lord..
Allah..

Maafkan Hani untuk segalanya..
Maafkan Hani ya Allah..

Allah, kuatkan langkah hani untuk melangkah..
Hani lemah ya Allah..Kuatkanlah..


Allahku..

Hati ini rindukanMu Tuhan..

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...<3

Tuhanku, cuma aku tahu perjalanan ini..
Lemah rasa kakiku, mahu saja aku rebah..
Aku tak kenal diriku siapa semenjak perjalanan master ini bermula..
Mungkinkah aku sudah tertipu dengan dunia?

Sayu..ya hati ini makin sayu..
Apa yang aku perlu sebenarnya?
Aku tak tahu..
Silap aku kerana tak mengenal diriku sendiri..
Apa yang aku mahu..

Tapi hatiku memujuk,
"Mana kau tahu masa hadapan, bukan engkau yang tentukan.
Mungkin cerah, mungkin kelam.. 
Ya, perjalanan ini payah.. Semua ini untuk melentur dirimu, haniku..
Kau rasa sukar kerana saat ini benar-benar telah merobek hatimu,
meragukan keyakinanmu, menhentam kepercayaanmu.."

"Pujuklah hatimu.. pujuklah dengan Quran, Kalamullah..
Tuhanmu yang benar-benar engkau perlukan..
Allahku.."

I'm back

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Alhamdulillahi a'la kulli hal.. Alhamdulillahi hamdan kathiran

O'Allah..I'm back. I'm here again after a year I leaving this account. After a long time did not visited even once in these posts. Tears welcoming me. When I'm reading, I just know that its me. No wonder, I just could deny who I am.

O' Allah, I'm committing a lot of sin, like an enormous mountain had been put upon me that I could not stand up again. But one thing realistically happen is Your Mercy and Help never despair me, continuously accompanied me. The feeling likes the breeze that whistle around. How amazing You are my God. And my eyes and my mind just very blind to see it. 

O'Allah, how really fool I am! :''(

O'Allah, I asked, please give me a strong heart that wholeheartedly confidence with You to live on this world.
I really cannot make it without You.

'Thank you friends. Really. It really deep to me. 

Thank you for bring me back to my Allah. 

O'Allah, please bless them in every single second of their life in dunya wal akhirah.

Allahumma Ameen.' 

cc: HSO, NAM

 

Be Grateful, Honey

Be grateful, Honey :)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim :)

My heart trembling. My tears at the edge of my eyes. O'Allah, please forgive me for everything.

I feel weird with myself. My emotion seems in unstable condition. I should believe, whatever I'm seeing now, everything that I read, it would not give any power to make me feel sad.

Every action, every decision that  I make, I have to aware and bear the responsibilities. I wish I can express my voice out loud, so people can understand me better. I wish, I can remove the jealousy in my heart so I can share the happiness with others. The only solutions that I can see from my side, is I have to be more and more grateful. But, how?

To be a grateful, not merely saying the words Alhamdulillah. Be a grateful person is when you really means thanks to Allah for whatever He gives and use the ni'mat at the righteous place. For instance, if you really grateful to Allah for giving you such a leisure time, you should fill it up with something that beneficial to you and others. That is what grateful means; to thanks Allah and  to use the ni'mat wisely.

I should forget the things that make me sad, so I can see other door of happiness. I must avoid jealousy so I can see the precious things that I already have in my hand. I couldn't possessed everything but I can have the wealthiness of the world by having the wealthiness  of the heart. I should be grateful more and more. Remember Allah, Honey. Just Him.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim :)

Alhamdulillah, I'm here and at my sweet home! :D Thank you Allah for this beautiful moments. Even it is only for a while, I really appreciate it.

Allah, I want to tell you something. I think that I have fall in love with someone. But I do not know is the feeling is true or not. I'm feel happy and comfortable with him. I do learn a lot from him. He teach me many things. He is humble and that whats I liked most. huhu...I'm just do not understand what I'm going through.. Is he is the one or this feeling just come as a test?

O'Allah, please guide me.
Show me if he is the person that You already made for me.
Show me if he is not.
I will always accept what You decide for me.
I'm really belief everything that You give is always the best and the most suitable for me.

O'Allah, please make me attoiyyibat (a good Muslimah) and grant me atttoiyyibin ( a good Muslim) min indik (from Your side).
The ultimate goal that I want in marriage is to attain Mardahatillah and You love.
Please keep me with You and don't let me astray.
Thank you Allah for Everything :')

There is one saying that quoted from a friend:

"There is no such things of finding the one. The things is make that Person is The One"

 

Ameen. <3

 

 ~(,")(",)~

OVERCOMING ANY OBSTACLE - I CAN, I WILL, I MUST (TGIM S7 E12)