Be grateful, Honey :)
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim :)
My heart trembling. My tears at the edge of my eyes. O'Allah, please forgive me for everything.
I feel weird with myself. My emotion seems in unstable condition. I should believe, whatever I'm seeing now, everything that I read, it would not give any power to make me feel sad.
Every action, every decision that I make, I have to aware and bear the responsibilities. I wish I can express my voice out loud, so people can understand me better. I wish, I can remove the jealousy in my heart so I can share the happiness with others. The only solutions that I can see from my side, is I have to be more and more grateful. But, how?
To be a grateful, not merely saying the words Alhamdulillah. Be a grateful person is when you really means thanks to Allah for whatever He gives and use the ni'mat at the righteous place. For instance, if you really grateful to Allah for giving you such a leisure time, you should fill it up with something that beneficial to you and others. That is what grateful means; to thanks Allah and to use the ni'mat wisely.
I should forget the things that make me sad, so I can see other door of happiness. I must avoid jealousy so I can see the precious things that I already have in my hand. I couldn't possessed everything but I can have the wealthiness of the world by having the wealthiness of the heart. I should be grateful more and more. Remember Allah, Honey. Just Him.
Tuesday, 24 December 2013
Sunday, 22 December 2013
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim :)
Alhamdulillah, I'm here and at my sweet home! :D Thank you Allah for this beautiful moments. Even it is only for a while, I really appreciate it.
Allah, I want to tell you something. I think that I have fall in love with someone. But I do not know is the feeling is true or not. I'm feel happy and comfortable with him. I do learn a lot from him. He teach me many things. He is humble and that whats I liked most. huhu...I'm just do not understand what I'm going through.. Is he is the one or this feeling just come as a test?
O'Allah, please guide me.
Show me if he is the person that You already made for me.
Show me if he is not.
I will always accept what You decide for me.
I'm really belief everything that You give is always the best and the most suitable for me.
O'Allah, please make me attoiyyibat (a good Muslimah) and grant me atttoiyyibin ( a good Muslim) min indik (from Your side).
The ultimate goal that I want in marriage is to attain Mardahatillah and You love.
Please keep me with You and don't let me astray.
Thank you Allah for Everything :')
There is one saying that quoted from a friend:
"There is no such things of finding the one. The things is make that Person is The One"
Alhamdulillah, I'm here and at my sweet home! :D Thank you Allah for this beautiful moments. Even it is only for a while, I really appreciate it.
Allah, I want to tell you something. I think that I have fall in love with someone. But I do not know is the feeling is true or not. I'm feel happy and comfortable with him. I do learn a lot from him. He teach me many things. He is humble and that whats I liked most. huhu...I'm just do not understand what I'm going through.. Is he is the one or this feeling just come as a test?
O'Allah, please guide me.
Show me if he is the person that You already made for me.
Show me if he is not.
I will always accept what You decide for me.
I'm really belief everything that You give is always the best and the most suitable for me.
O'Allah, please make me attoiyyibat (a good Muslimah) and grant me atttoiyyibin ( a good Muslim) min indik (from Your side).
The ultimate goal that I want in marriage is to attain Mardahatillah and You love.
Please keep me with You and don't let me astray.
Thank you Allah for Everything :')
There is one saying that quoted from a friend:
"There is no such things of finding the one. The things is make that Person is The One"
Ameen. <3
~(,")(",)~
Wednesday, 16 October 2013
Muhasabah ^_^
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim :)
Biiznihi, I can re-read my writings previously in this blog. Its near to the end of 2013, almost a year I left this blog without write anything. My lips create a little smile while reading those materials. Precious materials for me actually. They all now become a traced path in my life. I do learn a lot. Thank you, Allah :')
I love this quotation. Everything is a preparation from Allah. To ease ourselves in the future. I miss my dream to be a writer. to write something that can benefit me and others. To share people pain and motivation. To be always in togetherness.
when I reflect those memories of my writings, I just realized that I do have the ability to express what my feeling. My English is not too bad and still need to be improved. I realized many people have walked through in my life and give impact to me. On myself to choose either the impact is good or not. Its on me to decide what relevant on some matters in my life. It keeps me ponder, why I should let this precious life go without doing anything?
I love everyone who come in my life lillahi ta'ala. I feel upset when I'm feel that I lost them. I will pray always for them. Its teach me that, giving love is not to get a reply but seeing them happy is mere enough for a true lover. Thus, to get this quality of love, I have to love them only for the sake of Allah. I do it. and always will do it :')
O' Allah, I give my heart to You. You knew everything more than myself. You knew what is the best for me. I knew that in every step I take, You're here always beside me. I love You eternally and I ask You to give my love to the person that also love You. I'm always dream that our love will be unite based on the core of our love towards You.
O' Allah, You are everything for me. :')
Biiznihi, I can re-read my writings previously in this blog. Its near to the end of 2013, almost a year I left this blog without write anything. My lips create a little smile while reading those materials. Precious materials for me actually. They all now become a traced path in my life. I do learn a lot. Thank you, Allah :')
when I reflect those memories of my writings, I just realized that I do have the ability to express what my feeling. My English is not too bad and still need to be improved. I realized many people have walked through in my life and give impact to me. On myself to choose either the impact is good or not. Its on me to decide what relevant on some matters in my life. It keeps me ponder, why I should let this precious life go without doing anything?
I love everyone who come in my life lillahi ta'ala. I feel upset when I'm feel that I lost them. I will pray always for them. Its teach me that, giving love is not to get a reply but seeing them happy is mere enough for a true lover. Thus, to get this quality of love, I have to love them only for the sake of Allah. I do it. and always will do it :')
O' Allah, I give my heart to You. You knew everything more than myself. You knew what is the best for me. I knew that in every step I take, You're here always beside me. I love You eternally and I ask You to give my love to the person that also love You. I'm always dream that our love will be unite based on the core of our love towards You.
O' Allah, You are everything for me. :')
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