Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
Alhamdulillahi a'la kulli hal.. Alhamdulillahi hamdan kathiran
O'Allah..I'm back. I'm here again after a year I leaving this account. After a long time did not visited even once in these posts. Tears welcoming me. When I'm reading, I just know that its me. No wonder, I just could deny who I am.
O' Allah, I'm committing a lot of sin, like an enormous mountain had been put upon me that I could not stand up again. But one thing realistically happen is Your Mercy and Help never despair me, continuously accompanied me. The feeling likes the breeze that whistle around. How amazing You are my God. And my eyes and my mind just very blind to see it.
O'Allah, how really fool I am! :''(
O'Allah, I asked, please give me a strong heart that wholeheartedly confidence with You to live on this world.
I really cannot make it without You.
I really cannot make it without You.
'Thank you friends. Really. It really deep to me.
Thank you for bring me back to my Allah.
O'Allah, please bless them in every single second of their life in dunya wal akhirah.
Allahumma Ameen.'
cc: HSO, NAM
